If I could have held you once,
It might not hurt so much.
I wouldn't spend my days and nights
Just longing for your touch.
To see you with another man.
Just tears apart my soul.
There are times I think without you
I never will be whole.

I know my want's are very wrong
The worst that they could be,
But I close my eyes, and instead of him
You're making love to me.
It hurts so much, this emptiness.
I want to run and hide,
So I tuck away my feelings
And bury them inside.
But there are still times, very late at night

I dream about your touch
And know, if I could have just held you once
It might not hurt so much.